Wednesday, September 30, 2009
.....30 sep 09
>>>>>>>..BEST WOW!! rye thun nie best...aku dpt rye dgn syg.....g umah die..aku dr tghri smpai ke senja duk umah die..dh cm umah aku sndri.......huhuhuh....aku cume ikhlas tlg mak n akak die...bkn niat aku nk amik hti..nk tnjuk aku baik kew...kwn2 syg pgl aku bibik...aku xselesa dgn pggln 2....mgkn aku xsuke lgsg.........cm trse pn de...de kwn syg.nme adib...mybe hdupnye pnuh dgn gurauan......tp aku xselesa dgn die....bile duk kat umah syg 2....aku suke dpt brsme dgn syg.....tp npe aku cm xepy sgt ek...kwn2 syg.......aku try msuk...try nk gelakkn pe diorg gelakkn...tp aku ngaku..aku pura2...dgn afiq lg..aku tau die bnci aku dh.......aku trse tp wat xtau je...slh aku gak..pndgn tikah kat aku.....pndgn bnci....aku try wat xtau....tp 2 la..aku trse...pdan muke slh aku msuk cmpur hal die......bile aku kat umah syg wat aku trtnye...adkah aku leh hdup bhagia cmnie??...hdup bsme kuargenye yg aku pn xpasti suke aku or x...apatah lg mmbe2 syg.....
aku rse...aku hnye dtrime oleh syg je dlm umah 2.......tp aku msh bsykur krn de syg....
............harinie..aku rindu sgt kat syg...xptus2 aku fkrkn sal syg........nk sntiase k0l die tp tkot mggu...aku cm nk jd pntgkn dri sndri.....tp aku xleh...xkn aku nk kngkong syg...asik dgn aku jerk.........die dh byk kali ckp die rimas dgn aku.....weh k0rg2 yg mbce bl0g aku nie...sape2 je...de or org x bce..aku nk luah....aku snyi dowh........aku xd0k mmbe sbnrnye....hrtu..hr ke4..aku rse dri aku sungguh kesian...aku ajak ecah kuar brye..s0 kmi g umah mmbe die...blik je dr umah mmbe die..aku dtgglkn s0rg2 coz die ikot laki die g rye lak...aku trpngga2...xkn aku nk blik umah trus...aku nk brye gak...tdesak wow..aku k0l taiko n diorg tgh brye rupenye...so aku folow diorg.....wlpn cm2...aku jd xselesa c0z aku bkn diajak tp aku mngikot org...di0rg..ntah la xsuke aku k0t...aku trse trasing..tp wat2 xreti gak....ksian kn kat aku....tp aku yg cri pasal...aku trlalu pntgkn syg...trlalu n mlampau pntgkn die.....smpai pe yg aku hnye de skunk..die jerk....kalo la die pn aku hlg...ntah la pe nk jd......aku nkk brkwn gak..aku tau bkn pnce syg aku xdok kwn...die xhlg pn cume aku yg pntgkn die jerk..........mule rindukn saat aku dgn mmbe2....farah hanan...wlpn die pnah tikam aku..brukkn aku....tp kalo xdok die.....aku xdok kwn gak sbnrnye.....n die stiil sygkn aku...aku xtau la btol or x...tp die npk stil sygkn aku sbg mmbe.....org len aku xtau loh...mgkn krne aku dgn xtau malu rpatkn dri dgn diorg sbb2 diorg rapat dgn aku or diorg mmbe suke kwn dgn aku....so n0 komen,,,syg pnah ckp kat aku...aku kalo xdok mmbe leh mmbe dgn mmbe die....tp din je la yg aku mmbe...org len aku xbpluang pn.......aku jeles sgt2 tgk syg dgn mmbe die...jeles tgk die lbh pntgkn kwn die.....jeles tgk kmesraan die dgn mmbe die coz aku xdpt sume 2....................aku xdok mmbe cm2..........n bru aku sdar...hdup aku nie btol2 snyi...sume bnde kne wat sorg...syg dh jauh cmnie.........lg la.........tp pe yg leh aku ngadukn lg......nsb aku.......end
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
lega+epy+excited+love u
.>>......dlm hbgn nie aku byk blajo....hurm....bgitu berkatnye bsme syg....aku bkn sje2 ckp cmnie....coz diela satu2nye dpt ajor aku....dpt kwal aku....aku byk blajo bkn hnye sal cnta..tp khdupan...2 yg plng pntg...xbyk aku nk ckp...td aku g tman mak ke skul die..de khtam alquran n brbuke pose.......best gak...pas buke td...aku tgk bdk2 nie...de kmpln nie yg pkai hp..strt btukar no..bckp sal hp msg2...yg geng len lak..brlari2...pas mkn 2...wek..aku nk tmuntah tgk....group 2 lak..usha2 awek...wat cm macho...huhuhu...de yg mnyakat2..mjerit2...riuh loh.....tp pe yg bgusnye kat situ....sume bdk pn respek guru diorg....nkal cmne skali pn...respek pntg dowh...aku mule tringat zman knak2....hahahha....dlu sume nk npk cntik n nk fight dgn mmbe...sape yg cntik...bju plg mhal...hahaha...klako....skunk pn de gak kot..ahahahh.....xksh la 2...tp aku xnpk pn td antre bdk2 nie...sume pn bkwn dgn bek...xnpk lak de bdk yg bjet cun or pe..or bckp sal kcntkn msg2..huhuhuh.....npk la bdk2 nie bek...tp xleh knfden sgt sal 2 dgn diorg nie..hahahah..........time isyak td lak...de sorg bdk nie..solat sblh mak....ai,laju ke benar die....imam bru angkt tkbir nk rkuk..die dh sdut..pelik tol aku..n serta merta solatku xkhusyuk loh...hehhee...siap solat bdk2 len tnye2 kat die...mak pn tgur....pas2 ok laaa....huhuhu...mgkn bdk 2 slh diajar or ntah la..solat nie la kite kne amik brat btol2....nk ajor org pn kne btol..kalo x jd kes cm2 loh....kurg ilmu sal solat..lbh2 lg bdk..kne didik dr awl.....ttibe aku tfkrkn mse dpa..anak2 aku t...soal 2 la kne amik brat....hehehhe...dh brangan cre didik anak 2..huhuuh 2 la aku,,,,jauh brngan n bfkr....de bek de bruk kn....so amik yg bek...yg bruk kne buang...k la...aku byuk keje sbnrnye....sje nk rileks....end
Monday, September 14, 2009
trse loh........
................aku andaikn rye aku kali nie plg bmakne krn ade syg............tp bile fkrkn blik keadaan hbgn kami cmnie....adkah dpt aku mrse kebahagiaan t?.....aku msh kekasih die.......tp aku jd segan..tkot..rse cm xlyak nk blgakkn diri sbg kekasih die........aku jd kekok tok msj die.....aku tkot nk bgelak ktwe dgn die dh...tkot die npk aku xsiyes......aku siyes dgn die..........smpai mati pn aku mencintai die......aku mule xfhm pe yg die wat.....adkh die wat smthng yg myakitkn hati aku nie krn die mrah,,,bnci n nk tgglkn aku??....or die sje...nk aku mrasaknnye...tnpe niat negatif yg len??......................
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>mgkn diamkn diri 2 lbh baik dr sglenye wat mse skunk.....
......aku xnk bile aku brbncg dgn syg...die akn mule bfkr lg ptot ke bsme aku.....aku xnk....aku tkot sume 2.....................pe2 hal aku rse lega pas luah nie...wlpn xdok sape bce...aku tau.skurgnye blog nie aku jdkn cm pdgr luahn n kwn yg plg bmkne n baik tok aku.........sekian.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
n0thing...
........................sbrnnye aku tau hbgn nie seolah2 dh smpai phjung...aku dh rse nyesal ats sglenye...so pluang last yg aku de nie aku gunekn sbaik mgkn...hkiktnye skunk syg dh twar hti kat aku....hurm cm klako kn...aku nie npk beria..blagak dgn org yg kami bhagia...tp hkktnye....bile2 je syg akn tglkn aku...tp sume pn slh aku...aku redha...aku try wat cm xbrlaku pe2...aku pupuk dri aku tok bsmgat mcintai die...wlpn npk la skunk die xbg smgat kat aku dh....so skunk aku kne survive sndri...tok prthnkn hbgn nie..nie la blsnnye....aku dh kerap nangis kmbali skunk....tp aku xnk sape2 pn tau....kdg2 aku ptus asa sgt2....kesian syg..aku byk bg luke kat die...aku sdaye upye fkrkn pe ptot aku wat tok kmblikn smgt die..smgt aku tok kami slg mcntai.....back to basic...2 yg aku slalu fkrkn skunk...aku rse aku de 1 je kekuatn lg....aku leh nk ngorat die blik...huhuh...twan hti die blik...2 je yg aku fkr aku mampu wat....trust myself...i can do it....
skunk bkn mse aku nk fkr die akn cri pmpuan len or de pmpuan len....aku xnk fkr dh....coz slagi die xlpaskn aku..aku msh milk die...n die pn ckp slagi de hbgn nie..die msh mlik aku....aku nk stabilkn keadaan.....yg past skunk aku mmg xleh nk blagak bese...tp skurg2nye aku xnk wat die rse rimas dgn khadiran aku nie....2 yg aku fkr...aku skunk xleh kngkong die dh....die cri sape or bsme sape skunk nie...aku xperlu srbutkn otak mmikir....bkn msenye dh skunk.....aku xtau nk ckp pe dh....aku skunk dh jd cm dlu...time die bsme org len...aku snggup jd smpanan skali pn...asalkn aku msh de die.....2 je....tp yg aku kne mind set aku skunk adlh die mcintai aku...die msh kekasih aku...aku kne percayakn die...seandainye die cri seseorg tok mluah or bhgiakn diri die...aku xksh...coz kalo aku dh xmampu mbhgiakn die...biarla..mgkn 2 cre tbaik die tok smbuhkn luke die dgn aku.....yela kn..xkn die nk cri aku tok tenangkn diri pdhal aku la yg serabutkn otak die..wat die sakit hti....
.......................penyesalan ini aku simpan dlm diriku sndri......syg pn dh pesan...kalo rse nyesal skalipn..jgn bgth die...xperlu bgth die pn....coz die xnk tau..............jd aku senyap jela...biar la diri aku sndri yg sdar aku dh nyesal....n aku tkot khlgn.................................wlpn aku tetap akn khlgn die nnti...tp skunk aku msh de pluang..............jd gunakan.....1 pluang nie tok jgke mse yg lme.....xtau smpai ble btahan.......ya allah berikanlah aku kekuatan..aku tau niela jdoh tbaikku....lelaki yg leh mmimpinku...tiada sesiapa lg..pnjgknlah jdohku dgnnya....amin
Monday, September 7, 2009
detik2 mnunggu syg blik raub!!!!
......................nk dkat2 rye ni bru aku tringatkn mmbe2 lme aku....thun pas best gak knvoi dgn diorg...g umah ckgu..aku tau thun nie xdpt dh wat....diorg sume kn bdk u...aku nie just f6...so sdar dri la...aku dgn mmbe2 f6 aku la lak....n krm....diorg je la yg leh tman aku t...huhuhuh....tp xpe..xksh...aku msh leh hdup...jnji de syg disisi aku.....wlpn jauh tp aku stil bsyukur de syg....hdup aku bgntung pd die...die la sgale2nye...mgkn sape2 yg bce blog nie akn ckp aku beria la pe la.....aku mmg lbhkn cnta....tp aku msh igt allah....2 yg utama.....aku xkn bnuh dri pnye kalo aku xdok syg...tp 2 la...cume hdup akn jd snyi gler...aku akn asik sedih je.....xdok kbhgiaan la dlm hdup aku....agknye la kn....so pe2 hal...tetapkn prinsip aku...pe2 dpan mate..kite kne wat yg trbaik....kne jge dgn baik....cm aku kat f6 nie,wlpn aku mmg xnk lgsg hbskn f6 nie...tp aku xtau rzki aku cm mne akn dtg kn...so pe yg de dpan mate wat yg tbaik spy xnyesal kmudian hri.....smge aku,ibubapaku,kekasihku,teman2ku n mereka yg brtgjwb ke ats driku akn sntiase dberi kbaikn,krhmatn n kberkatan die dunia n akhrat...amin.
Saturday, September 5, 2009
h0w t0 hAve a maTurE rELati0nsHip
- Step 1
Define your relationship and be clear about your intentions. How you act in the early stages of a relationship will certainly be different than your actions a year or two later. Although your feelings may change, misleading someone in the early stages of a relationship is an immature way to start out.
- Step 2
Make a commitment to one another and stick to that commitment. Relationships are not all meant to become marriages, but honesty and commitment is the only way to determine if your relationship is ready to end or go on to the next level. If you are constantly looking for an alternative, you can never appreciate and nurture your current relationship.
- Step 3
Give your partner room to breathe. A relationship cannot grow if you never spend any time apart. Part of being in a mature relationship is trust. If you cannot trust someone, you cannot have a healthy, mature relationship.
- Step 4
Forgive and forget. Nothing ruins relationships faster than holding onto the past. If you have chosen to forgive your partner for something and continue your relationship, than you must put it in the past.
- Step 5
Focus on good qualities instead of bad ones. Your partner may forget to call if he's going to be late or leave his socks on the floor, but the roses he brings home or the lawn that he meticulously takes care of is a much better focal point.
- Step 6
Know when to let go. Mature relationships do not necessarily end in marriage. If you are unhappy, be honest and let your partner know that you are ready to move on.